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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Batsu on Tue Mar 12, 2013 8:32 pm

Felix would have turned the air on but he didn't want to have Kymin freezing later tonight. The blue eyed jonin tensed when the other shinobi asked him if he really wanted to know. Felix already knew he wasn't going to like the answer from that. Taking in a small breath he nodded. "Yes please, because I have to know before I ask you a f-something else." Felix brought his hand up to touch Kymin's arm. "The truth, please." He didn't dare look at Kymin, because what he had to say next could turn this into something more than just a small conversation. It was still late and he was sure they were both tired and Felix knew how quick that could lead to an argument or a fight.

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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Cross on Tue Mar 12, 2013 8:40 pm

Kymin took a breath when Felix responded with a yes. It was a moment until he'd figured out how to phrase it, and even still he was cautious about saying it. "I...I didn't dodge because I didn't...because I wanted to believe that you wouldn't do it," he said quietly. He'd put his trust in Felix, is what he was really saying. He wouldn't say it aloud though, not like that, because after what happened, they both knew the trust had been misplaced. "And at the same time, I...I needed to know that you wouldn't," he said even more quietly. He'd needed to believe that the first time Felix had pulled the kunai on him had been a fluke, because he had been so angry, and it had been a spur of the moment thing. Kymin sighed lightly and closed his eyes, keeping his forehead pressed against the back of Felix's neck.
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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Batsu on Tue Mar 12, 2013 9:04 pm

Felix's eyes widened when Kymin spoke. He'd put his faith him in and he'd destroyed it. Kymin had trusted him not to harm him and he'd done it anyway. This was turning into a really crappy night. "In the beginning, when I told you I wasn't sure who I was, I honestly didn't know," he said. "I wanted to be someone good, someone that could be at least a bit human." He let go of Kymin's arm. "Today I came to terms with something. I can't be that person. I can't be that person who won't hurt you, no matter how badly I hate it. I can't be that person who will always say I love you, no matter how much I do." Felix paused. "When I fought Takuya today, I enjoyed every bit of it. Between anger and the need to hit something, I couldn't care if I was going to kill him or not. I wanted to kill him. Then you showed up and stopped me. In that moment I forgot how much you meant to me, and for that I am sorry." Felix let out a shaky breath. "Kymin, I can never be anything more than a monster. I used to not care about how others felt, but now I do and it hurts to know that I hurt those I care for." This next part was why he didn't want to face Kymin. "I asked Kana this before the transfer mission. I told her that I was suffering, that immortality was painful. I gave her a kunai and I asked her to end my misery." There was an even longer pause to let it sink in. "Kymin, I don't want to hurt you anymore and I don't want to hurt anymore. Would you end my misery for me?"

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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Cross on Tue Mar 12, 2013 9:18 pm

Kymin kept silent as Felix spoke. He wanted to tell Felix that he wasn't a bad person, but he knew Felix wouldn't believe it. He didn't care if Felix couldn't always say I love you. He just wanted the other male there. That would be more than enough for him. When the silver haired male said he'd asked that favor of Kana, he tensed. No. This wasn't going in the direction he was thinking of. God no, it couldn't be. And then Felix asked, and Kymin closed his eyes tightly and didn't move. No no no no no. Even closed, his eyes teared up. "I knew you could be mean and thoughtless, Felix...but I never thought you could be so cruel," he whispered. He didn't move, and fell silent after that, actively trying to keep his body from shaking with the tears that threatened.
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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Batsu on Tue Mar 12, 2013 9:34 pm

Felix felt Kymin tense and he knew immediately that this was about to go down hill. His blue eyes starred across the room until Kymin spoke. He expected the other male to get up and leave, but that wasn't the case. Felix gave a low sigh. That was exactly what he was trying to get at. He wondered if Kymin was upset because he'd asked him the question or if he was upset because Felix had taken very little consideration of Kymin's feeling. Countless time the shinobi had told him he didn't want to live without Felix, but Felix didn't want to live. Their relationship was full of conflict. Turning to face Kymin he looked at him, running his hand along the side of his face. "I know I'm cruel," he said. "I just wanted you to know how it's going to be, if you don't get up and walk away." He continued to rub the side of Kymin's face. "Existing is a curse and I don't want to drag you down." He wanted to kiss Kymin, but he refused. "Kymin, look at me." He waited and then he spoke. "I'm trying to give you a way out."

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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Cross on Tue Mar 12, 2013 9:54 pm

The black haired shinobi kept his eyes closed even when he felt Felix turn to look at him. He couldn't look at the other male right now. Why would Felix ask him something like that? Of all things, why would he ask him to end his life? "Felix, I've been cursed far longer than you...and I'd much rather be cursed with you by my side," he whispered quietly, a tear escaping from the corner of his eye when he opened both of them at his lover's request. When Felix spoke of how he was offering him a way out, Kymin finally sat up and pulled away from the silver haired man, turning to look at him with a small, hurt glare. "Don't you get it? I don't want a way out!" He said angrily. "Why can't you see that I don't want to leave you?" Bringing his hand to his face, he wiped the tears away with the back of it before climbing out of the bed and walking out of the room completely. He snatched his black sleeveless hoody from off the couch and put it on, walking out of the front door. It closed behind him with a slam. The green eyed ninja sat on the porch and put his face in his hands after lighting a cigarette and putting it in his mouth. The tears were back, but now they were tears of frustration. Without thinking, Kymin punched the porch next to him, creating an unsightly hole in the wood. "Damn it!" He cursed, returning his head to his hands. He wished the porch had been made out of concrete rather than wood. Wood didn't put up much of a resistance.
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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Batsu on Tue Mar 12, 2013 10:32 pm

Felix went to tell Kymin that he got the chance to have a clean slate. That he could be reborn, but Felix's existence was continuous. He remembered every detail of the things he'd done while Kymin's came in pieces. He didn't even get the chance to speak because Kymin pulled away from him and sat up. It took Felix by surprise, and had the glare not had a bit of hurt in it, Felix would have backed away. The silver haired jonin blinked when Kymin went off and his blue eyes widened when he was yelled at. As Kymin got up and walked out, Felix sat up on the bed. He didn't want a way out but he was walking out? Felix looked at the empty doorway, flinching when the door slammed. He didn't move until he heard the splintering of wood. Felix got up and hurried outside, blinking when he saw the hole. "What the hell Kymin!?" As badly as Felix wanted to hit something he wasn't destroying property.

Felix shook his head and went down to stand in front of Kymin. "Stop it," he snapped. "Enough with the tears!" Felix was done with being nice. "You don't want a way out then don't take a way out. You want to stick around and be miserable then stick around and be miserable. Just know that crying isn't going to solve anything." Felix could be very verbally abusive at times. Now was one of them. If this didn't remind him of his arguments with Serenity he didn't know what would. "Damn it we can be miserable together. Is that what you want Kymin? You want to stay until I lose it again? You want to stay until I break your heart beyond the point of repair then feel free to stay. Who the hell am I to try and stop you?"

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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Cross on Tue Mar 12, 2013 10:59 pm

Kymin didn't look up when he heard the door open, but his hands balled lightly into fists at Felix's yelling. Eventually he stood up, the normal height difference between them accentuated because Kymin was standing a step higher. He tossed his cigarette to the side without a care, and his face held more anger than he wanted to show, his green eyes ablaze. "Fuck you, okay, don't you try to lecture me on being miserable," he snapped, looking down at the blue eyed ninja. "Do you even know what love consists of?! Why people run back to each other after heart breaks?" No, he wasn't going to lecture Felix. Usually Kymin would turn and walk away before it got to the point where he was yelling, but now was not one of those times. "You're the only one that makes me happy, after centuries of feeling like a fucking failure and outcast, you're the only one I've found that doesn't make me feel like I'm a piece of shit!" No, he wasn't quite finished, he was barely even started. "So all this so called 'misery' you spiel on about means nothing to me! It's nothing in comparison, so even if you lose it again or break my heart, it doesn't matter," he said angrily. "So call me weak or sentimental for crying over the fact that you want me to end the only perfect thing that's ever happened to me, see if I fucking care, because I'm not going to!" A moment after he finished, Kymin's jaw clenched and he stepped back, turning around and running a hand through his hair in an attempt to calm himself down. He wanted to hit something, something solid, something that would put up resistance. He had to go out. He couldn't take his anger out on Felix, but it seemed like it was too late for that now.
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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Batsu on Tue Mar 12, 2013 11:14 pm

Well, generally people would run off and cry (Serenity), but Kymin was different. He yelled back. Felix frowned as the other male spoke, ignoring the apparent height difference. He'd be damned if he let Kymin intimidate him. "Of course I don't know what it consists of," Felix snapped back. "I've spent the last 800 years of my life drawn to some woman I never had any intentions of falling for. It sure as hell wasn't love either, so if I don't understand it then fucking sue me." Felix didn't care that people were poking their heads out the door and looking through the blinds to see what was going on. Felix gave a huff as Kymin continued to speak. "Are you fucking blind, you think I'm perfect? I'm a ticking time bomb just waiting to go off. I'm starting to think that you're just insane or desperate." He tilted his head slightly and smirked when Kymin turned his back on him. "Glad to know Lily made you feel like a piece of shit. And it's really good to know that Kana didn't make you happy those four years you were with her. I'll be sure to let her know once the jutsu is broken."

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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Cross on Tue Mar 12, 2013 11:34 pm

Kymin's hands clenched hard enough to turn his knuckles white as Felix yelled back. It was only when that cocky son of a bitch mentioned Lilly that the black haired ninja froze in place. Even his breathing had stopped for a few moments. Kymin had never felt so livid before. Funny how the one man that could bring him happiness could also bring him into such a fury. There was a small grin on his face as he turned to face Felix, very much unlike his normal grins. This grin had one simple statement 'You shouldn't have said that'. It only lasted a second before Kymin had swung his full weight into a punch that could've easily sent Felix flying into the street. He didn't waste time in going over to the silver haired ninja and pinning him to the ground by his throat. "Don't you dare bring Lilly into this conversation! You don't have the faintest fucking idea what happened with her you son of a bitch!" He yelled. He didn't even care that he might've broken something in Felix's face. He didn't. Self-control was overrated. When he realized that he might've had his grip too tight around Felix's throat, he let go, but it didn't make him any less livid. "You're so fucking stupid, because you're perfect to me whether you like it or not," he growled, his eyes narrowed in anger. "I know you know what love is because you came back for me." He was getting too worked up. He was starting to feel dizzy. It wasn't like him to get like this. His hands still clenched, Kymin pushed himself off Felix before he did something even more stupid than nearly strangling the guy. He'd been so close to losing control completely. He could've accidentally crushed Felix's windpipe. Kymin paled at the thought and felt his stomach churn with the very real need to throw up food he didn't eat. His hands clenched, the black haired ninja glared at Felix, then looked around almost helplessly. He didn't know what to do. Didn't want to go back into the house with Felix after that. Didn't want to hit him again. Kymin took a step back. He really was going to be sick in a minute if he didn't get out of here. He took another step back before he turned on his heel and started at a quick walk towards the gate, trying his best not to stumble. He felt sick and dizzy and light-headed. He only hoped he'd make it past the gates before he either threw up or passed out.
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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Batsu on Tue Mar 12, 2013 11:47 pm

Felix wondered if that was grin he gave to people before he hurt them, because that was the kind of vibe he was getting from Kymin. The shinobi didn't even have a chance to back away before he was knocked off the porch. The overwhelming pain in his face left him rolling from side to on the ground in pain. Felix's eyes widened when Kymin was on him seconds later, pinning him by the throat. The guy had a deadly grip on him and it was enough to drown out the pain in his face and make him panic. He couldn't breath. Felix would have tried to pry Kymin's hand off his neck had he not known it would be pointless. The green eyed shinobi was incredibly strong. That punch earlier this morning meant nothing. Felix had started turning blue until Kymin released his grip. He coughed several times, groaning in pain. Relief washed over Felix when Kymin finished speaking and walked away. He closed his eyes and raised his hand to face, flinching as a jolt of pain shot through his jaw line. He couldn't even sit up because he was to shaken to move. His face hurt like hell and now he had a killer headache. He really shouldn't have said that to Kymin, and it wasn't just because the guy had just downed him with one punch either.

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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Cross on Wed Mar 13, 2013 12:08 am

As soon as Kymin passed the gates, he broke into a run until he was far away and into the thickest part of the surrounding forest. He stopped running not a second too soon, for as soon as he did, he ended up throwing up. God he felt horrible. He'd nearly strangled Felix. Probably broke his jaw. He'd nearly crushed the guy's windpipe. He'd lost his temper. That never happened. What was wrong with him? After his stomach settled a bit, and he'd caught his breath, the black haired ninja straightened up. His green eyes were dull and he started walking aimlessly. He'd get lost at this rate, if he wasn't already. He hadn't paid much attention to where he'd been running. He'd just wanted to get away. Even though he felt bad about what had happened, that anger was still there, that, that need to hit something, anything.
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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Batsu on Wed Mar 13, 2013 12:12 am

It was only thanks to some neighbors that Felix actually made it to the hospital. Once there he sat in a waiting room, his eyes closed shut as he tried to wish away the pain. His neck had a small ring around it from where Kymin had been choking him. Once he was taken to the back the shinobi was attended to by a nurse. When the woman left to get the doctor, she ended up leaving the door open. Bad idea, for Takuya came walking by looking rather miserable himself. When his green haired neighbor spotted him his eyes danced with amusement. "Domestic violence is a bitch ain't it?" As much as it hurt to move Felix was off the bed and slamming Takuya's face into the wall. The man yelled loud enough to alert security who came in and pulled Felix off of the guy who would have protested had his face not been burning with agony. As Takuya was escorted out of the room, Felix settled back onto the bed. Where the hell is the doctor!

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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Cross on Wed Mar 13, 2013 12:27 am

More than twenty-four hours passed until Kymin was making his way back through the gates. The sun had already set by this time. The black haired ninja had several gashes across his chest, his black hoody ripped in certain places. The injuries he had were fairly small in size, but many of them looked deep. Even so, they weren't so fresh that they were still bleeding. It had happened the day before, soon after Kymin had left the village. The green eyed ninja looked nothing short of depressed as he approached Felix's house. When he got up the stairs, he reached for the doorknob, but stopped. He'd thought he'd been okay to come back. Thought he'd be able to face Felix and apologize. He hadn't come to terms with what he was going to do yet, however. So instead, he sighed and lowered his hand, his head bowing. He still couldn't face Felix. Not after yesterday. Kymin turned and sat on the top step of the porch, once more resting his head in his hands, the knuckles of which were heavily bruised. "God damn it..." he mumbled, closing his eyes.
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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Batsu on Wed Mar 13, 2013 12:37 am

Felix had spent all of yesterday sleeping off the pain and all of today doing the same thing. He only got up to let Vishnu go outside and use the restroom, other than he tried sleeping. Kymin had broken his jaw and the pain had been unbearable. Felix had broken plenty of bones, but never any in his face. He couldn't even eat because it required moving his jaw and that hurt like hell. Waking up slowly the blue eyed shinobi grunted as he got up. His head was killing him. Because he couldn't whistle for Vishnu or call for the puppy he had to go through the house and find him. Picking the little guy up Felix opened the door and then let put Vishnu down, motioning for him to go outside. Felix then closed the door and stopped when he saw Kymin. Felix wished he hadn't put Vishnu down because he would have went back inside immediately.

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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Cross on Wed Mar 13, 2013 12:43 am

Kymin lifted his head when he heard the door open, and Vishnu immediately ran off the porch to go sniff around the front yard. The black haired male's shoulders slumped as he crossed his arms over his knees, his head bowed. He couldn't even look at Felix. Fate had a cruel way of playing games, having Felix come out immediately after Kymin concluded he couldn't face him. "I'm so sorry..." he said quietly, his eyes downcast. He didn't want to see the damage he'd done. He was very much ready to get up and walk away again, because he once more felt sick. It didn't help that he hadn't eaten since before yesterday. It didn't help either, that he'd lost so much blood the day before that he'd passed out from light-headedness.
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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Batsu on Wed Mar 13, 2013 1:00 am

Felix narrowed his eyes when Kymin said he was sorry. Felix wanted to tell Kymin he wasn't sorry just yet, but that was a threat he wasn't going to make. He'd be out of his mind. "I'm sorry...." Even that hurt like crazy and he tried not to groan in pain. "I didn't mean it." Felix carefully rubbed his jaw. The doctor had healed it, but only to the point where it was no longer broken but fractured. He hoped Kymin wouldn't want to hold an entire conversation consisting of long sentences. He was in too much pain and far too tired to argue. He'd said that yesterday and everyone knew where that had gotten him. Felix sighed and then his gaze was directed back to Kymin when he noticed the ripped hoodie. "What happened?"

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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Cross on Wed Mar 13, 2013 1:07 am

Kymin kept his gaze down. He felt like the most pathetic speck of life on the planet. He was such a fuck-up. The thought pained him, and he closed his eyes. "Don't. Please," he said quietly. That much yesterday hadn't been Felix's fault. His words should not have had such an effect on Kymin. There was no excuse for the way he'd behaved. "It was my fault...I lost control of myself," he mumbled, opening his eyes when Felix asked what happened. He was about to say he'd just told him, he'd lost control, but then he remembered his ripped hoody. Remembered he'd gotten into a fight. "Rogues." That was all Felix needed to know. It wasn't a lie. But he wasn't going to tell the guy they'd thought him a traveler when it was Kymin who'd gone looking for the fight. He made sure his hands were out of view, and he slowly zipped up the front of the hoody. Most of the wounds were on his chest, even if there were some on his arms. There wasn't much he could do to cover those though.
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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Batsu on Wed Mar 13, 2013 1:16 am

Felix shook his head. It wasn't Kymin's fault. He had no right to talk about Lilly. Especially not after Kymin had expressed such feelings for her. The shinobi started towards Kymin when he said rogues had done this to him. Felix didn't understand why the green eyed shinobi was injured when he was strong as hell. He went around and examined the shinobi. Had Kymin just zipped up his jacket? Felix blinked when he saw the wounds on the guy's arm. "Are you okay?" He shook his head again and regretted it immediately. "Come inside so I can help you, please."

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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Cross on Wed Mar 13, 2013 1:21 am

"I'm fine," Kymin said lightly. Lies. He felt sick. He felt light-headed and dizzy. There might have been a tinge of hunger in the back of his mind, but it stayed in his subconscious. "They're...just scratches," he said after a moment, his green eyes dark. He didn't look at Felix when the guy came around front, and instead lowered his gaze in what could only be described as shame. "Besides, I don't think Vishnu's done," he mumbled.
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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Batsu on Wed Mar 13, 2013 1:27 am

Felix was annoyed at how difficult Kymin was being. "Stop acting like that. You broke my jaw and now I'm letting you into my house. I'm clearly over it, so can you look at me." Felix had been kneeling to examine Kymin more closely. He frowned a bit when the green eyed shinobi said he was fine and claimed those wounds were just scratches. Felix stopped kneeling and went into the house after he was told Vishnu wasn't done. That was fine, he'd just bring everything outside. When he'd gather the materials he looked down at Kymin. "Now there is no excuses you can make," he said as he sat next to Kymin on the porch. "This is going to sting a little."

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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Cross on Wed Mar 13, 2013 1:37 am

If Kymin's head could've fallen any lower, it would have when Felix confirmed that he had in fact broken the guy's jaw. Damn. He still couldn't bring himself to look at Felix. Maybe Felix was over it, okay, but Kymin wasn't. After all that talk about love, he'd ended up hurting Felix in such a way, and then he had the audacity to return to his house to try and apologize. He felt horribly ashamed of himself. He only turned his head to look towards the front door when Felix went inside, before giving a sigh. He'd never had problems with impulse control before yesterday. But then again, he'd never told anyone but Felix about Lilly. Never trusted anyone enough. Kymin ran a hand through his hair. She'd be ashamed if she saw what he was becoming. What he'd done to Felix. She'd be ashamed of him. When Felix came back out and said he had no excuses, the black haired ninja sighed again and sat up, digging in his pockets for a cigarette and his lighter, only to remember he'd lost both back in the fight. He hung his head in defeat, his messy black hair covering the sides of his face. "Do what you want." Felix was going to notice sooner or later that a few handfuls of those wounds were not 'just scratches', and you know what? Kymin didn't really care. To him they were nothing more than that. They'd made him bleed pretty good, but that was it.
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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Batsu on Wed Mar 13, 2013 10:59 am

Felix's eyes were somber and he was still tired, but Kymin came first. He should have gone to the lake and fixed the rest of his face, but.... Felix kept from shaking his head and just let out a small sigh. His blue eyes darkened when Kymin still chose not to look at him. He wanted to tell Kymin that what the green eyed shinobi was feeling now, was how Felix felt on a daily basis. Instead he put on a smile. "You smoke too much." He'd seen Kymin dig in his pockets and end up with nothing. Slowly and carefully Felix unzipped Kymin's hoodie and removed it, frowning when he saw the deep gashes on his chest. His blue eyes saddened, but he continued in his work. "How much blood have you lost," he asked as he cleaned each wound. These were not just some scratches. After he'd cleaned out each wound with a bit of alcohol to keep them from getting infected he moved applied some cream and wrapped them. That was the smaller wounds, the larger ones he just starred at. Felix bit back the comment that was coming to mind. Instead he took a different approach. "We're not very good at this," he said quietly, his hands in his lap as he knelt in front of Kymin. "And I guess we're not supposed to be because since we're a dysfunctional family. With you being the kind optimistic soul that you are and me being the ruthless bastard that always sees the glass completely empty." He gave a half hearted smile. "But opposites attract, right?" Silver hair slid into Felix's eyes. "I came back because I didn't want to be responsible for you dying a third time because of me. I don't know if that's love, because I honestly don't know what love is. I've been living something between a lie and reality up until recently." He ran his hand through Kymin's hair. "I can't make you leave because you love me, because you keep coming back, so I'll stop trying." Felix dropped his hand and started to clean out the larger wounds with care after that. He felt kind of empty, which was a feeling he was used to. Not exactly enjoyable, but not exactly unpleasant. "Have you eaten," he asked.

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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Cross on Wed Mar 13, 2013 2:26 pm

Kymin nearly cracked a smile when Felix said he smoked too much, giving a shrug. He didn't protest when Felix pulled his hoody off, removing it casually to avoid causing Felix any undue pain from moving too much. He didn't know how much damage he'd truly done. He finally looked up at the other ninja, but his head immediately dropped again when he saw the bruising on Felix's neck. "Fuck," he hissed under his breath. "Your neck..." He put his head in his hands again. He felt like a piece of shit. How could he have hurt Felix like that? He shook his head lightly at the guy's question and his answer came out as little more than a mumble. "I don't know. A lot, I think." He hadn't paid attention. It had been enough for him to pass out for about an hour though. He didn't react to the alcohol with anything more than a slight tensing of his body. He shrugged lightly when Felix said opposites attract. "I guess they do," he nodded after a moment. His head snapped up to look at Felix. "Second time," he corrected. "Last time was not your fault." He froze a bit when Felix ran his hand through his hair, but then relaxed, letting his gaze drift downwards again. "Do you...feel happy around me...sometimes?" he asked calmly. He was going to try to make a point here, but he wanted Felix's answer first. A small shake of his head was his response to the silver haired male's question. As he responded, Vishnu padded up the steps and laid down on the porch with a wagging tail, looking at the two humans.
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Re: Home Sweet Home

Post by Batsu on Wed Mar 13, 2013 3:03 pm

Felix shook his head why Kymin swore and pointed out his neck. "It's not as bad as it looks." If anything the bruises juat covered the wounds on his neck. Felix hadn't bothered covering either of them because he spent his days sleeping. He gave Kymin a slight look of concern when the shinobi told him about the blood loss. "Alright, I'll make you something to eat and then you need to lay down." Felix had picked up a few things from Serenity over the years. The shinobi then blinked. "Third. Had I not tried to handle things alone you wouldn't have died." His eyes were downcast the moment Kymin asked him about him being happy around him. "Yes."

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